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You know, it's strange... The notion of graduation still feels very foreign and far-off to me. The bizarre part is that... technically, I graduated last semester. For some reason, I'm struggling to reconcile the fact that I've graduated with my perception that I'm just a "naive, young, new college student". And yet, here I am, picking up my cap and gown, and getting ready for a commencement ceremony in May.

Don't get me wrong -- I'm extremely proud of what I've accomplished here and excited about what's to come, I just think it hasn't hit me that I'm going to be putting school behind me (at least for a while) soon. Sure, I'm sticking around for one more semester, but this commencement really, truly marks the end of my undergraduate experience, and underscores the imminence of the "real world". Cool, but scary ;)

I don't really have anything prophetic to say; I just thought I'd share. Fun times are ahead, and I can look back on lots of good times. But the "looking back" part is what's so new and strange!

Labels: Berkeley, career, Master's, Personal, school

And the leaves that are green turn to brown. :) Sorry, Simon and Garfunkel on the brain.

It's been a little while since my last post, so I probably have more than usual to report. First, some catching up:

• Happy Hanukkah!
• Merry Christmas!
• Happy New Year!
• Happy Valenti -- oh, wait, we're not quite there yet.

Well, astonishingly, I made it through last semester. It certainly was a draining one, but I was very happy to make it through. The nutty part: that was my last semester as an undergrad. Wow. It still hasn't fully sunken in (on the eve of my first day of classes as a CS grad student). Crazy. So... I now have a B.A. In Computer Science. After 2.5 years. Cool. :) Ok, that's a little understated, but you get the idea. It's an exciting time for me (and I think many more will come), and now I get to embark on a new adventure. Before I do that, though, I think I'll reflect on my undergraduate experience a little:

It all started "Fall of aught five." I was a young lad, full of hopes, and dreams. Ok, so I was an 18 year old getting ready for another school year, but doesn't that sound so much better? Anyhow, I had a great time that year. I also had a reality check. At the beginning of the year, I had the crazy idea that I should go for a triple-major: Business, Political Science, and Computer Science. Uh, yeah, that wasn't happening. I don't think it took me more than a month to figure out that this was not a great idea, and I dropped my political science aspirations. Within a few more months (and after realizing the energy-hog that my Econ class ended up being), Business was off the table, and it hit me that by doing this, I could finish my CS degree within 3 years. So, that became the plan, and I started setting that in motion that first year.

Actually, looking back, a lot of cool stuff happened that year. Taking CS61C my first semester, I met Dan Garcia, who really helped me come into my own throughout my undergraduate career. In addition, not expecting anything to come of it, I applied for an internship at Microsoft (who gets an internship at a big software company their freshman year? I didn't think I had a chance), which, as you probably know, has been very fruitful for me, to say the least. I also had the dorm experience that year, and while that wasn't wonderful, I wouldn't change anything if I had to do it again. That year, in my suite, I met my good friend Jon, who has turned out to be the best I could've hoped for in a roommate. Hey, he's been willing to put up with my puns; what more could I ask for? I made some great friends in the dorms, and they've helped make the Berkeley experience a great one for me.

Microsoft was great for me. Both internships left me with much more confidence and excitement about my field, which I was able to carry over into my school life. I took on some leadership roles, explored new opportunities, and pushed on in my quest for a bachelor's degree. Not only did I finish quickly, I also managed to get into the "5th year" master's program, thanks in no small part to all of these experiences I've mentioned. Can I complain?

All in all, it's been quite a ride, and a very rewarding one at that. I need to thank some people for their support at various points throughout this process:

• Mom, Dad, and Sari, where would I be without your support?
• Jon, for being a great friend and roommate.
• Dave Wittry, for piquing my interest in computer science and starting down this road.
• Dr. Dan Garcia, for helping me get involved on the Berkeley campus and being such a helpful advisor throughout my undergraduate experience.
• David Hill and Kathy Carper, for being amazing mentors at Microsoft and really giving me a chance to see what I can do.
• Everyone else. Yeah, it's a cop out, but there were so many people that helped make this great for me, and I don't mean to miss anyone important.

Thanks so much for everything, everyone. It's been a great ride. Now, on to grad school!

So, those are my undergrad reflections, but lots of other stuff has been going on. I had a great winter break at home in SoCal. I spent a few days (over Christmas) in Vegas with my family, which was incredibly fun. We saw Love, Spamalot, and Penn and Teller, and had a great time playing poker and just enjoying being together as a family. While we were there, we got some great news about my grandmother's cancer: she's basically cured! That made for a great, upbeat time on the trip. The rest of the break was a lot of fun, too. My parents had some time off of work, so we got to spend a lot of time together. New Year's eve at Peter's place was a ton of fun and a nostalgic trip back to high school days with so many old friends there. I spent time with old friends, saw lots of movies, and just had a great time in general.

And now, I'm back in Berkeley for the first semester of my Grad program. I'm really excited, and I'll be doing some great work. My research advisor will be Koushik Sen, and I'll be working on some projects regarding verification of parallel software. Can you blame me for being jazzed?

To sum up, I would have to say all is well, and things are looking up going forward as well. Until next time!

Labels: Berkeley, career, family, friends, internship, Master's, Microsoft, Personal, school, vacation

Why am I having so much difficulty getting a haircut?!  I don't understand it!  Oh, well, it's not the end-all-be-all of hygiene, but I feel like I look like a shaggy dog right now.  Thank goodness I shaved last night :).  Oh well, hopefully the barbershop will be open when I try again in a few minutes.  I woke up early and everything!

Anyhow, classes are going great.  I'm enjoying working out again, and I think it'll be a really great boon for me this semester.  I've needed to get back on that horse for so long.  Looks like I'm going to start taking golf lessons, too (and a friend may join me), which should be great!  Nothing but good things to look forward to.  In the meantime, I need to start looking for a research advisor for my Master's.  Exciting, but one more thing I have to worry about.  I'm sure it'll work out well, though.

The world is my oyster.  What a shame I don't like shellfish ;).  (Where did that expression come from, anyway?)

UPDATE:  They were open!  Say goodbye to shaggy dog and hello to... a guy whose hair is short! ;)

Labels: Berkeley, Master's, school